A lot of people are there in this huge world who have a lot of secrets. Some are small secrets some are huge. Some are hidden to secure some relationships,some are hidden to secure one’s position in the society. Some are cruel,some are taboos. Some are beautiful yet painful,some are painful still considered as beautiful. Some are baseless and some are the key of some unsolved mysteries. Yet there is one question….. Why are there even secrets exist? Well I have a quiet simple yet bitter answer of it-ACCEPTANCE. People hide things because they have fear that people wont accept this and will leads towards the death of some beautiful relationships. We need to understand that,we should respect people’s opinions and should give them chance to keep for themselves. We should accept them the way they are because none of us are perfect to live in this society,not you not even me. Speak for yourself, don’t hide your words behind the vail of societies norms.
The New Place
Recently I’ve shifted from a town to an urban place in a large state. The environment is new to me, so as the people of that city. When you came to know that this “so called new” is not new but the thing you’ve already experienced when you last shifted to that village,seems to make you feel less excited about shifting.
I expected that I’ll get a new chance to change the old me and welcoming my new me,but things were opposite to it. I actually never got a chance to change myself coz I was running out of time.
I expected to have a large group of friends unlike I had none when I was in that village,bht seems like people are already having large groups and not having a little bit space for me to fit in.
I expected that I’ll be busy unpacking the things and making blogs and painting,sometimes singing and dancing,but seems like no one is ready to work according to my expectations.
I expected soon I’ll get a notification that “The XYZ University will reopen this September and be welcoming you with warm hearts”,but it seems like this warm welcome isbfar from me right now and not even interested to give me a welcome hug.
The place which is new to me will soon be not new to me. I am trying to fit myself in this new place hoping for better me,a new me.
Thoughts
I was sitting alone in my living room last friday. My mother and brother was on evening walk. My father is in other state for his own work. I was scrolling down my insta and suddenly heard a sound.
It took me seconds to fright like a cat. My adrenaline was rushing through my body,head to toe. My heart beat started running at a speed of 120 beats/minutes.
My mind didn’t allow me to calm down,instead deadly thoughts came up in my mind every time I heard that sound again.
I dared to move an inch from my sofa.
The sound was coming from my kitchen.
The distance between the main door and the sofa is hardly a meter.
But it looked like it was miles away.
I prayed to god please! Don’t scare me like this. This ain’t funny. Just stop this sound.
Just for knowledge I am telling you,I live in between alot of woods,we can’t say this place a village or town. Its in between that. So it looks like I’m in hill station when it rain heavily and looks very beautiful yet spooky.
So the friends living here used to visit sometimes to me without my permission. They just enters through our kitchen door just to say ‘Hi Dear’,making me freaked out and then left. I mean who loves a friend with only have fangs to talk and bifit tongue to lure.
Somehow I collect all the scattered confidence in me and looked into kitchen.
Guess what……
It was a 🐱
I reconcile my thoughts and my self in a minute,sat down,drank some water and then felt relaxed. Thought my thoughts are the only one killing me from inside,but I can’t resist it and can’t overpower it. Its my bad. Don’t make your’s like that. Okay.
The Competitive World
Our world is full of competition. From taking birth in this planet till “Who is the longest lived one”,each and every individual living in this planet is competing. Today I went to the weekly market and found out that the level of stress between a vegetable seller and a student who is facing a competitive exam is same,yes its same. You might thing I am a fool,comparing something really illogical thing,but put yourself in the shoes of an aspirant and a vegetable seller,you might feel it….. I am not wrong.We are living in a competitive world where we have to compete from morning till night for every single thing we want in our life. Even for the most costless thing,our sleep…. For this too we have to conpete with this world,the more you workhard the less you’ll have it and the more you’ll be moving forward towards your goal. But tell me 1 thing,are you sure you wanted this from the start. I bet NO,coz all you did was to fit in this Competitive world, that’s it!
Memories
For some they are sweet,
For some ther are not…..
Some have lost it,
Some have seperate fanbase for that….
Some have albums -n- albums of it,
Some don’t even want to remember it……
For some,its the only reason to live,
For some,its the only reason to die for……
Some have cried for it,
Some have hatred for that……
Some have valued it with time,
Some have lost values…….
But, memories are memories,
The only thing which you’ll keep for a long time…
Longer than the longest road in this world.
My Shadow
I woke up in the middle of night. There was a little light coming from the side of the door. I get up,closed the door and turned to come back. There I saw my shadow. It was pitch black and was taller then me. The shadow asked me,“Are you happy?” I was standing numb,thinking that what should I say to her,afterall she is my shadow knowing each and every thing going on inside me. The shadow asked again, “Are you not going to reply me?” I said “You know it all,there is nothing hidden inside me.” The shadow grows and become an inch taller. Asking again,“So you don’t need any more of what you have?” I said “No,I am Fine”. The shadow grows an inch taller again. “Don’t lie to me dear.So when are you going to achieve more,I think you should do it now. Go run away from the life you are living now and don’t look back again,just grow bigger and bigger like I am growing inside you.” The shadow grows terribly and start luring me, it was my ego,hatred,hopelessness which was covering me under the name of shadow. I screamed loud,but was non-audible to others. I started getting broken from inside,whose noise was again out of the range of normal human ear. I begged. “Please leave me”. Suddenly the door closed upon and the shadow vanished.
Till the date,my biggest fear is my shadow, unfortunately she is the only one who will never leave me alone.
I wish I would have never let her grow that much.
Permission to Dance By- BTS (Reviews)
So, First off all I would like to tell the people that it’s my first time to give a review on music videos and I am glad that I am having this opportunity to review over the MV of PERMISSION TO DANCE from a point of view of an ARMY💜
So basically I am going to give you all, the short introduction of who are BTS- THEY ARE LEGENDS😍. The BTS is a 7- membered Boy Band from South Korea South which includes RM,Jin,SUGA,J-hope,Jimin,V and Jungkook.
BTS have recently dropped their new single-“Permission To Dance” on ARMYs birthday i.e 9th of july 2021. The MV got huge love from all over the world and currently having 180+ views and 12M+ likes(its still one counting…..). The MV gives a vibe of happines and new hope to the people around the world. It shows the end of pandemic theough which we all have been dealing for so long and still dealing, don’t know till when we’ll be dealing through. The MV gives the positive message to people that -Don’t worry, soon this pandemic will end and we’ll be free to meet our loved ones and see each other in person.
The MV is attractive having vibrant colours in it which gives the song a lot more attention. The melody,the scenes gives a positive and happy vibe. Besides this,the boys look like the sherrifs and cowboys from west side who are here to protect us from depression,sadness,depair and hopelessness with this new hyped up summer song.
Now the next thing which your eyes will catch is the simple,sweet and beautiful choreography mostly includes the sign languages. This choreography is so simple that even a person who don’t know how to dance,can also dance over it and enjoy himself/herself. The dance steps are smooth,lyrical and again gives a happy vibe.
In my views,this is their First song where we get to see that our Rap liners are hidden singers. They have finally shown their hidden talent of singing so soulfully and delightfully. (Deep down I knew it from the start😉)
There is a significant reason that why their is no rap part because as our Leader,Mr Kim Namjoon had clarified it,that they have tried to add some rap in itbut somehow it didn’t come well and we are thankful that we get see these super talented rapper as a new era singers.
Next is the message,the message through this song. Its a BTS song made only for giving hope and strength to the people around us who are facing a lot and have faced a lot since the last year. Every time they drop a song,its for the betterment of humanity and prevailing love and happiness around the world. Although they have gifted ARMY this as a ‘bithday gift’ as ARMY became 8 years old now 💜😀. As you can see in the MV,the song has 3 languages, 3? How? 1st is English,2nd is Sign Language and 3rd the most important,the language of love💜. Through this MV they even communicated with those people who are suffering from hearing impaired,and also telling them to be happy and live your life like you want. This is how they again break the barrier between the normal and special childs.
They again say- NO TO RACISM and really beautifully incorporated it into their MV. If you look into the MV you’ll found alot of people from different regions and countries and are united together with the music. This again implies that No matter what the language of the song,who are singing it,who are performing it….. The thing which unites the people is MUSIC. Through this MV they again stood against the hatered and violence.
At the end “We dont have to worry,coz when we fall we know how to land” and “We don’t need permission to dance” implies that we should never stop ourselves from doing anything great and no matter what is happening around we should focus on keeping ourselves happy in a safe condition. We don’t need anyones permission to open our hands and move freely with happiness and joy. All we have to do is to wait until things got better.💜
Upside Down
Today was my exam of “Chordates” and when I was preparing for it I noticed one thing while reading the comments for Human Eye,that the image what forms at the retina of our eye is ‘real and inverted‘. You all are intelligent enough to know the meaning of word Inverted,yes its upside down. So scientifically,If I say, we all are living in this world upside down. Our eyes are making fun of us and made us realised that no dear, you are not upside down,look forward your path is a straight line. Its just the difference of perception that for some its straight, beautiful and path of flowers while for some its coiled,haunting and the path of horns. Just remember one thing WE ALL ARE LIVING IN UPSIDE DOWN WORLD so never feel depressed or sad while you are not doing well. Work hard and it will pay you back.
#normalnotsonormal
A Normal, not so Normal Day
Everyday, we all as a human have same basic plans…. Wake up,Clean up,Dress up,Do our respective work until our bones feel none,have some meal and then finally to our lovely coxy bed. Normal right? But this soooooo normal looking thing is not really normal. For some they follow this routine perfectly,for some this routine is even hard like trigonometry. For some,they follow it in forward direction and some follow it backward direction. For some this routine starts when the sun is on head and for some this routine starts even when the sun is on rest.
And after all this,I am unable to fit myself in the above given categories because I am a versatile person who can be any of these ‘some’ according to the situation and In my views half of the population of this world falls under in every these’some’ categories and still happy. The key to your happiness is not a perfect routine,its the happy you. Enjoy every single day without any stress. Let yourself be you everyday and feel you everyday. And at the end You’ll find what is Normal,not so Normal Days of your lovely life.
My Purple World 